My thoughts...
I've been doing some thinking and I feel identification with almost everyone right now. Back when I used to drink, I'd feel this way once in a while when I was on a serious bender. Now, I'm just feeling...strange. It's kinda creepy and I've got creepy thoughts going through my head.

Have you ever been alone when you're in a room full of people that all know you and care about you?

That's the way I feel the vast majority of the time.


Here's some stream of consciousness crap that I just dreamed up:

I am the sinner and the saint
I am the monster and the victim
I am all voices and all experiences

I hear the echoes of the souls of the world
Rushing up from the canyon into my ears
I experience the crush of feelings

...they all hurt...

...even the good ones...

I feel sympathy for the foulest sinner
I feel contempt for the purest saint
I hug my enemy, I hate my lover

I am the outsider, and yet...
I see you, who are so popular
I see you...left out